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Tue, Dec. 20th, 2005, 03:38 pm

For anyone who's interested, I've started... hmn. I don't know what the name for it is in English, but... is it college? O.o Well well. Gymnasiet in Swedish. It's great, I've got new friends, and I even got myself a girlfriend. Things are pretty different. I think I've changed quite a lot. I'm happy, for example. :) So... hello everyone. Not that I think anyone's reading this. If I ever get internet again I'll start over with a new LJ. Or perhaps a blog in Swedish. It'd be pretty nice to write in my mother tongue for a change.

Wed, Jul. 13th, 2005, 12:02 am
Art/Paul...?

Why on earth isn't there any Simon & Garfunkel fanfiction out there? And yes, I'm talking slash (what else?). They're in love, it's so goddamn obvoius. And still, no fics. It's sad, really.

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Tue, Feb. 1st, 2005, 05:34 pm



R.I.P Ukki. (ukki = grandpa in Finnish, just so you know)

And yeah... This one too.



They met when they were 15, and were together until 29th of January. Sounds like a sappy love story, I know. But it's the truth. I can't imagine what it must be like for her. Take my pain and multiply it a hundred times. Or probably even more.

Wed, Jan. 19th, 2005, 03:22 pm
Goodbye to you and you and you.

And if you're wondering why I'm not active anymore and why I'm never at your journal, it's because I've practically removed myself from the net. Will keep my journal because I'm too fond of all the Jesper-entries to delete it, but I deleted myself from hogwarts.nu, which had been my home for nearly two years, and everyone are blocked on msn. I unblock people to talk sometimes though, but only one at a time and not often. Some people have noticed that I'm gone, and some haven't. Some care and some don't. Whatever.

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it that you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all


Btw, if you're wondering what's up with me, you should read A Season in Hell by Cassandra Claire. I like to pretend that I'm Draco.

Sun, Jan. 16th, 2005, 12:15 pm

[It starts with]
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know, time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal, didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
Doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
Despite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Sun, Jan. 2nd, 2005, 04:04 pm
Jesper is not gone. :P

Oh, I should update someday soon, shouldn't I? Damn it, what is there to say? Time for some Jesper talk I think, it was a while ago. No, I haven't forgotten about him. Yes, I still want to get to know him. Yes, I'm still trying. Yes, he's still an Angel.
Ran around town with Rosanna trying to find a late Christmas present too him. Honestly, how hard could it be to find a bloody teacup!? Since he's trying to learn how to drink tea we thought that'd be suitable. But we looked in practically every store, and we just found ugly cups, no Jespery ones. Rosanna suggested we should steal one from the cafe when he's not watching, and then give it to him. I'm starting to believe it might be a good idea.



Good shot, huh? But at least it shows his adorable haircut. :P And it's not Rosanna opposite to me, in case you're wondering. ;)

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Mon, Dec. 20th, 2004, 09:11 pm
THANK YOU JO!!!!!! :D :D :D

Got home today to find a package on my doormat. I assumed it was from my cousins in Finland, because they always send me something for Christmas,and therefor I didn't open it, just figured I'd leave it to Christmas Eve. Then mum got home and pointed out that the package was from England and not from Finland. My first thought was tuatha_sidhe, but that couldn't be right, because I was only expecting a Christmas card from her, not a Christmas package. So I was pretty confused. Eventually I told mum to open it, so I didn't have to see incase it was something secret. Mum did so, and told me that there was a cd, a small parcel and an envelope. I looked at the cd and I just couldn't figure out who the hell it was from. Then I wanted to open the envelope, but I noticed that there seemed to be something more in it, so I hesistated incase it was a Christmas gift. I waited for a bit, then let mum open that too. The "thing" was the nose of the snowman on the card. And now I have to say...

THANK YOU, tuatha_sidhe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was just so overwhelmed, I'd never EVER thought I would get more than a card. You're so incredibly sweet, making a cd, and that card, it was so cute!! I got so, so happy, I've been walking around in a fluffy cloud ever since I opened it. :D :D :D And the cd is GREAT, thank you! Actually, I didn't know all of the songs, but they're wonderful! Didn't open the other thing, I thought I'd save it for Christmas. :D Thank you thank you THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

And fuck, I didn't even send a postcard. I'm so sorry, but I haven't sent postcards to anyone, it's just been SO MUCH lately. I know, it's not even a good excuse, but it's the only one I have. *is ashamed*

Thu, Dec. 9th, 2004, 10:08 pm

These past two weeks I've slept like... five hours every night? And these past days have just been hell. I hate school. Luckily all my tests are FINALLY over now. Soon Christmas break, soon internet, soon Thomas again. THANK GOD.

Oh, and I can't believe I've missed Bright Eyes. The voice, the music, THE LYRICS. *faints*

Tue, Nov. 23rd, 2004, 06:42 pm

Thomas is getting jealous of Jesper. It's so adorable. :D And he's coming here in January. I'm already nervous.
A friend of mine mentoined how that Avril Lavigne song suited us. I really hate Avril Lavigne, but I have to admit that that it fits very well.

"He was a punk, she did ballet, what more can I say?"

Uuuhh... *shivers* I don't want us to be an Avril Lavigne song. :S And this journal is entirely unnecessary, but well... I'm bored. It's no fun being sick. I think I've got snot all the way up my brain. O_o

Mon, Nov. 22nd, 2004, 08:54 pm
Cloud Nine

Guess who got herself a boyfriend? :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

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